in the mood to write a bit today.

Yesterday, me and matt, we were talking about an issue,
it wasn't exactly an argument, just a heated discussion due to different viewpoints.

we both have our own opinions and I wasn't really listening to what he was really saying,
all I wanted to do was to voice out my opinions.

actually it was about him not wanting me to do something because it wasn't good to do so, and what i think was like 'just me me do what i want, if it's wrong i will learn from my mistake'

and his point was some things need not be learnt from experience, that's what history is there for.

we were on the phone and we both kept quiet for awhile, I didn't agree with what he said and I still insisted on my point.

he then made an analogy

'what if one day u were in a park, you walked through a path with lots of leaves, you fell into a deep hole because the leaves were covering the path and you didn't see that. you break your arms and legs and you took a long time to heal in a hospital, but I don't know about it.

after you've recovered, you and me, we take a walk in the park together this time, i am walking ahead of you and walking towards the hole. you shout out to me to tell me there is a pithole in front and ask me not to walk towards it, but i can't hear you and continue walking towards the pithole, do you feel helpless?'

at this point i was having like a tear in my eyes (nolah i did not cry)
because i somehow feel touched that someone feels this way about me and care about my well-being

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on a sidenote,

when people are browsing through my camera/fb,
they will always ask 'this one your best friend ah, quite pretty hor'
i will always proudly agree.

i can't understand how people can say real nasty things about their so called best friend.


anyway UNLV called me today down for an interview, (after they rejected me a few weeks back)
i am exhilarated! i really hope i get through.