The same bbq at the same spot, the same people since 2006 till 2010, a once~twice a year thing without fail.

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we went to uss again and while watching fireworks, i stood on a latch or wooden bamboo kind of thing,

and i broke it. majorly embarassing, except that nobody knew about it, cause everyone was so engrossed in the fireworks.

k la except for matt and razif.

matt knew cause he was half holding on to me,

and razif knew cause he was standing in front of me.

so if you go there and see a house with a broken bamboo thing, it's me.

i haven't been exercising for the longest time,

and I actually feel okay.

i have a pimple growing on my right cheek and it's bothering me, I haven't had a pimple grow in such a prominent spot for the longest time.

i am looking for tough jobs these days because i think i need to throw myself in, to these hardships, i am too weak and protected and useless.